The Show That Almost Wasn't Begins It's 11th Season on TV
The Compounding Power of Deciding to Own Your Story
St. Louis, April 2, 2026 - Last week I had one of those “no shit sherlock” moments where the obvious hits you all at once. I was thinking about Opening Day.
Like I’ve done the past few years, I planned to share a throwback post from ten years ago.
I dig into my photo archive, find a few cell phone images from seasons past, and put something out on social media. Posting doesn’t come naturally to me. I know that sounds ironic given what I do now, but I’ve never been particularly drawn to self-promotion or the
performative nature of those platforms.
After all, I’m a middle-aged introvert, not some Gen Z dude who grew up with this stuff.
That said, I have a fellow Gen X friend who has been chirping at me for years to share more about my time with the St. Louis Cardinals. I headed her advice and started digging.
What I found stopped me.
As I worked my way through old photos, I realized that 2016 wasn’t just another season.
It was the year we honored Lou Brock and the year we launched Cardinals Insider, the television show I developed and produced during my time with the club.
That’s when it hit me. It has been a decade. And the show is not only still around— it’s thriving .
I must tip my cap to my colleagues at the Cardinals as they have continued to invest in it, expand it, and build on the foundation we put in place back in 2016. It is truly remarkable.
Seeing that now as I’ve transitioned my business into filmmaking, hit me in a profound way. It was literally an “aha” moment.
Like a lot of entrepreneurs and creatives, I’ve wrestled with self-doubt. You question whether you’re on the right path. Whether the work you’re doing is building toward something.
Realizing that this show that I fought to make happen has now run for more than a decade was affirming. Because the vision was never small.
From the beginning, the goal was to build something self-sustaining that would continue to grow and evolve long after I was gone. And it has, big time. That realization couldn’t have happened form me at a better time.

The Vision
The idea behind Cardinals Insider wasn’t just to create a television show. It was to build a brand journalism platform that allowed us to consistently tell the story of the Cardinals from the inside out. We wanted to take fans places no one else could take them, to capture moments that might otherwise be lost, and to document history as it was being made.
And importantly, to own it.
By the time we made the decision to take over production, I had already spent seven years pushing in that direction, experimenting with social media, building out digital platforms, and starting to see how powerful it could be to connect directly with fans without a middleman.
The show wasn’t the starting point. It was the next step.
The Pattern Before the Breakthrough
The show didn’t come out of nowhere. It was the result of more than seven years of pushing in the same direction, sometimes intentionally, sometimes just by following instinct and paying attention to what was working.
Long before we were talking about producing a weekly television show, we were experimenting with how to connect more directly with our fans.
Our video effort began in earnest following the 2009 Winter Meetings in Indianapolis. Major League Baseball Advanced Media (MLBAM) gave each club two Motorola flip cams—pocket-sized cameras that shot 720p HD video and came with simple editing software. It wasn’t sophisticated, but it gave us the ability to start creating.
We shot everything we could. You name it. Players, behind-the-scenes moments, anything that gave fans a closer look. And in doing that, we started to learn what resonated.
Then in 2010, we developed the Stand for Stan campaign to honor Stan Musial and convince President Obama to award him the Medal of Freedom. That campaign provided transformative insights that would shape everything that followed.
Fans didn’t just want to consume content; they wanted to participate in it. They wanted to feel connected to something bigger than themselves.
Around that same time, we made a deliberate move to lean into Twitter. At the time, it was the only social platform where we had meaningful control. Instead of treating it as a one-way promotional channel, we began using it as a direct line to our audience.
We renamed the account @cardinalsinsider to reflect that shift, making it clear this was the official voice of the team, providing insider access to the organization fans cared about.
That decision mattered more than it might seem now. Our previous handle, @mlbstlcardinals, was confusing. And while the MLB-controlled account (@stlcardinals) existed, it wasn’t positioned the way we wanted. We wanted a direct relationship with our fans, one that reflected our voice, our access, and our perspective.
When we launched Stand for Stan in May of 2010, that account had just over 5,000 followers.
Over the next several years, we built around a simple editorial promise: provide insider access. That idea became the foundation of how we approached everything. We were starting to see it clearly; we didn’t need a middleman to reach our fans. We could do it ourselves.
At the same time, we were building out our digital ecosystem. The Cardinals Hall of Fame and Museum website was one of the first moments where I fully connected the dots around ownership and what it meant to be a rights holder and why it mattered.
The museum had been “virtual” for years before Ballpark Village opened in 2014. As part of our collaboration with Cardinals Nation, producer Jordan Palmer created “Inside the Collection” segments that showcased artifacts and told the stories behind them. Fans loved them.
When it came time to build the museum website, I went to Dan Farrell and our General Counsel, Mike Whittle, to confirm something I already suspected. As a club, and as part of Major League Baseball, we owned the copyright and the broadcast footage itself.
KSDK, as the broadcaster, had distribution rights. But the underlying content belonged to us. That realization was a turning point for me in my work. It shifted how I thought about everything we were doing.
If we were investing time, access, and storytelling into creating content, we needed to think about ownership. We needed to think about how that content could be used, reused, and built upon. Because if you don’t own it, you don’t control it. And if you don’t control it, you can’t fully leverage it.
Over time, we were investing more into storytelling, coordinating shoots, facilitating interviews, shaping narratives, but we weren’t always building assets we controlled. That started to change.
By 2015, we began building internal capability to produce our own video news content. Teryn Schaefer was producing short-form video segments as a multimedia journalist; dozens of them in a relatively short period of time. She proved we could operate with both speed and consistency. We weren’t just reacting anymore. We were starting to function like a newsroom with an enterprise editorial model.
At the same time, Lindsey Weber’s role evolved from social media coordination into production. She helped build workflows, manage moving pieces, and create a repeatable process for capturing and shaping stories.
Individually, none of these felt like breakthroughs. But collectively, they were building toward something. We were learning how to identify stories. We were building relationships that gave us access. We were developing the ability to capture and produce content ourselves. And we were starting to understand the importance of owning what we created.
By the time we started seriously discussing taking over production of Cardinals Nation and rebranding it as Cardinals Insider, the idea didn’t feel radical to me anymore. It felt like the natural next step.
The Decision to Take Control
The question wasn’t whether we should be telling our own stories. It was whether we were willing to fully commit to it.
Up to that point, the show existed, but it wasn’t truly ours. We were contributing to it, helping shape it, but we weren’t controlling it. We didn’t control the process. We didn’t control the editorial. We didn’t control the asset.
What would it look like if we owned it?
That idea wasn’t universally embraced internally. That’s understandable. From the outside, it looked like we were taking on more risk, more responsibility, and more work for something that was already functioning well enough.
Resources were tight. At the Cardinals, we threw nickels around like they were manhole covers. The default mindset was to do more with less, not to take on something new. And there were underlying questions: why change?
Why take on something that could fail? Don’t we already do enough work?
I felt that.
But for me, the answer was clear. If we believed in the importance of telling our own story, we couldn’t do it halfway. Ultimately, despite opposition from some colleagues, we made the decision to move forward. Looking back, that was the real inflection point.
A Start-Up Inside the Cardinals & Our Own Department
Once we made the decision, the reality set in quickly. We weren’t just taking over a show. We were building a production operation inside an organization that wasn’t structured to function like one. And it had to work every week.
That’s what made it different.
A weekly show requires a system. It requires people who can operate within that system. And it requires consistency that doesn’t allow for excuses.
We built that from the ground up. We defined new roles. Multi-media journalists who could shoot, write, and produce. A production coordinator to manage the moving pieces. A workflow that allowed us to identify stories, capture them, and turn them into something cohesive on tight timelines.
There wasn’t a playbook, so we created one.
At the same time, the rest of the job didn’t stop. Games still had to be played. Media still had to be managed. The unexpected still had to be handled. We were layering this on top of an already full workload. It made for a long year.
There was pressure to deliver and to prove that taking this on was the right decision. Whether it was spoken or not, there was a sense that if it didn’t work, it would confirm the doubts.
I felt that.
But I’ve always been motivated by challenges and by the opportunity to prove naysayers wrong while building something that doesn’t already exist. We leaned into it. Week by week, it started to come together. Not perfectly. Not all at once. But steadily.
Looking back now, it’s clear we weren’t just producing a show. We were building a start-up inside the Cardinals and our own new department.
The Vision and What It Became
From the beginning, the vision was bigger than a television show. The show was simply the most visible expression of it. What we were building was a system; a way to consistently identify, capture, and share the story of the Cardinals across platforms.
The weekly show anchored that effort, but the goal was always broader. To create something that could evolve. To build something that could last.
When I look at what the team has done with it since, that’s what stands out.
They invested in it.
They expanded it.
They built on it.
I love what they have done. What started as a weekly television show has grown into a multi-platform storytelling engine, extending into digital, podcasting, and beyond. That’s exactly what I hoped it would become. Something adaptable. Something scalable. Something enduring.
Seeing that now, a decade later, is affirming. Not because it validates a single decision, but because it reinforces the underlying idea. If you commit to telling your own story, and you build the capability to do it well, it creates something that can outlast you. That idea drive my work today.
What I See Now That I Didn’t Then
At the time I left the team, I didn’t think of myself as a creator or producer. I didn’t think of myself as an entrepreneur either. I saw myself as a communications executive, a C-suite PR guy with a legal background. How you see yourself matters.
I’ve always seen myself as an outlier, but looking back now, I see a clear pattern.
A pattern of being drawn to ideas that didn’t quite fit within the existing structure. A pattern of pushing toward something new; whether that was social media, Cardinals Authentics, civic initiatives like #LightMySTL, or building a weekly television show inside a baseball organization.
At the time, each of those felt like the job. Now I see them for what they were. They were acts of creation. I was operating like a start-up entrepreneur long before I would have used those words.
I was producing, creating, and building. I was bringing together people, ideas, and resources to make something real and enduring. The show is a clear example of that.
Not because it was the biggest thing we did, but because it required all those elements to come together at once: vision, execution, team, persistence, and a willingness to step into something uncertain and make it work. The easy choice would have been not to do it. Stay the course. Don’t risk it for the biscuit.
There were reasons to pass. Reasons to stick with what was already working. Reasons to avoid the added pressure and the possibility of failure. Working in baseball is like groundhogs’ day. Lifers tend to embrace the sameness and thrive with the rinse and repeat aspect of the work.
That isn’t me.
I’m always pushing and looking to create and build.
That said, we almost didn’t do it. Back then, I remember thinking it wasn’t worth the fight. Why push? Why not wait? Take a beat. Stay the course.
That’s the part I keep coming back to in my mind. The “but for” question.
Because if we hadn’t fought the fight to do it, none of what followed would exist.
No decade-long run. No expanded platform. No growing investment in the idea. And that, to me, is the takeaway.
Not that every idea works. But that the ones that matter usually require you to see something others don’t and move forward before it’s fully proven.
Looking back, I can see that clearly now. I can see the throughline. I can see how those experiences shaped the way I think about storytelling, ownership, and building something that lasts. And I can see how they led me here to the doorstep of launching a studio.

